Kim Possible Porn Story: To Mend A Heart Chapter 5

!!! Before I begin I would like to inform everyone that all credit for this chapter goes to daccu65, who sent me a PM saying he had a Kim Possible chapter he once wrote, but would probably never use. I was very impressed, and after slightly modifying it to fit the story, decided to use it. !!!

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Chapter 5: Severing the Bonds of Friendship

Later that night Ron laid on his bed. He held his hand in the air, as he stared at it. He was lucky it wasnt broken. After he and Kim got back from the mission, they headed to Kims house, where her mother examined his hand. She said as long as he didnt do anything stupid, like try and punch a wall, he would be fine. Then again, he was Ron Stoppable. For him not doing stupid things was harder then it looked.

It was getting late and, Ron had been like this most of the night. Spending a long time in deep thought, considering his situation with Kim. The more he thought about it, the more he realized that the situation would simply be intolerable to him. He just couldnt go back to being friends, not after she had chosen Josh over him. Still, how could he face her to tell her this? Struggling to control his voice, he picked up his phone and called Wade.

Hey Ron, whats up? The young genius answered. Of course he knew it was Rons phone. He probably even had some way of knowing that Ron was the one who had dialed.

Ive got somehard news Wade, Ron told his young friend. I dont know how to say this, so here goesWade, Im out of the sidekick business. Im not going on any more missions.

For several, endless seconds, silence ruled the telephone line. ThenRon, is this some kind of joke? The young boy asked. Im picking up a great deal of stress in your voice, but my scans dont show anybody threatening you or your family.

Wade, well get to your scans andother thingsin a little bit, Ron told him. Im serious, Im done with the mission thing, and I need you to help me let Kim know.

Kim doesnt know!? Wade gasped. You told me before Kim?

Ron nodded. And I need your help to tell her, Wade.

Okay, hold on, Ron could hear some rustling sounds over the phone, as Wade was obviously rummaging through his room. Im going to send a backup Kimmunicator your way. I want to discuss this over a secure channel. Open your window and it will fly in.

I have a request before you do, Wade, Ron surprised himself by thinking quickly. Can you provide the Kimmunicator with a recording capability, and the ability to fly from my room to Kims?

It already has the recording capability, Wade told him. And I can program it to fly to Kims room, or to track her down.

Her room will be fine, Wade, I dont want tointerrupther if shes doing something else. Ron shook his head at the thought of what Kim might be doing with Mankey at this moment. Sometimes having an overactive imagination was a real pain.

Okay, give me ten minutes to get the device to you, then use it to call me, said Wade.

Ron spent the next several minutes trying to compose himself, trying to come up with the words that would explain what he was going through. He went over to his deck and began writing down his thoughts so he wouldnt forget them. The backup Kimmunicator interrupted him, flying in through his window, and landing on his bed. Ron closed the window against the night air before picking up the device and hitting the call button.

Okay Ron, Wade answered immediately. Have you and Kim had some sort of falling out?

You were always good at deducing things, Ron answered, with a sad smile. So please dont make me go into any details.

Okay, I can understand that, Wade answered. But dont you think that this is a rash decision?

Ron shock his head. This was about more than just Kim. This was about safety. Both his and Kims. Wade, would you rather have me make a rash decision now, or when were facing down Dementors latest doomsday machine? No, I think Im making a smart decision here. He knew he was. During the last mission he had been a complete wreak. He was unfocused, unmotivated, and completely off his game. It was a miracle he was still alive. If Shego hadnt been too busy laughing her butt off, or if Drakken had enough sense to call in his sintho drones, there was no telling what would have happened.

Wade nodded. That makes sense. A fractured team is asking for trouble. I cant understand why you would have trouble talking to Kim butIll help you with the Kimmuicator. What else do you need?

Youre tracking me andmonitoring me somehow, arent you? said Ron. It was more of a statement than a question. Ron had figured out the he was being monitored a long time ago. How else would Kim have been able to find him when he and Yori went all across the world looking for Sensei.

Iuh stammered Wade.

Im not angry with you Wade, I just want to know.

Yes, Wade admitted. I have you chipped. Im able to locate you and monitor some of your vitals.

I want the chip out of me, Wade, Ron said, calmly but firmly. Im turning my back on the sidekick business, and I want a clean break.

Ron, no! pleaded Wade. How will I be able to locate you and know if youre in trouble?

You wont have to, Ron reminded him. Wade, please. If you dont do this for me, so help me Ill complain about full-body numbness after Fridays game. Ill wind up in the hospital, getting some sort of full-body scan and theyll probably find it. At that point, theres going to be some questions, and I dont think you want to have to provide the answers.

Wade stared at Ron, completely stunned at how far he was willing to go on this, and at how well he had thought this through. Youre really serious about this, arent you?

As serious as Ive ever been.

Wade nodded. The serious look on Rons face was all the proof he needed. Okay, Im disabling all chip functions at this time, Ron could hear Wades fingers dancing across his keyboard. But Ron, Ive got to ask you to leave the chips in place. Your work with Kim has made you a prime target for kidnapping! Even if you take yourself out of the game, some of the bad guys might still come looking for you. If you ever vanish, I need to be able to relocate you.

Okay, you have a point, Ron admitted. But I want you to promise me that you wont re-enable these chips unless some law enforcement agency declares me missing. I dont want you tracking me just becausesomeonewants to find me.

Wade nodded. Youve got it, Ron. Now about the scans I have on your house. I want to keep the hardware in place, after all, some of your eneI mean your former enemies, might try to take revenge on your family.

Ron was a bit weirded out by that. He didnt know that Wade had his house wired. Now that he thought about it he realized he shouldnt have been. He was pretty sure Wade had the entire world wired. Okay, thats fine, Wade, but I want this clear: I am not in the hero biz anymore, as of this moment.

Wade nodded. Thats clear Ron, but what about Kim? Whos going to back her up?

She doesnt really need me, his voice becoming quieter, with a hit or sorrow. Shell find someone to replace meagain.

Ron, I think youre about to say some things that you really dont want me to hear, Wade interrupted. Look, Ron, I dont know what happened between you and Kim butshe needs you on the missions weather you believe it or not. I know Im only twelve, but Ive always considered you a friend. If you ever need to talk, you can always reach me.

Ron smiled. He had always liked Wade, and was happy to be able to count him among the small group of people he could call friends. A group that seemed to be getting smaller. Thanks Wade, Ive really valued your friendship over the years. Istill consider you a friend, but world beating boy geniuses and losers dont mingle much, if you get my drift.

Ron, youre no loser! said Wade in a stern voice. He always hated it when Ron put himself down like that.

Ron smiled again. Thanks for saying it, Wade but Ive lost the most precious thing Ive ever had. Look, I better get this done so let me say thank you andgoodbye.

Ron, goodbye and please, please feel free to call. You might not be a hero anymore, but I dont want you to become a stranger.

Ron offered a weak smile and killed the connection. He took a deep breath and composed his thoughts again, reviewing the notes he had written, and the plans that were still in his head. Finally, he was ready to pour his thoughts into the unassuming device in his hand.

Kim, he began. Mr. Barkin told us, in that effective speaking class, that we should never start out with an apology. But I have to go against that rule. Im sorry that I couldnt bring myself to tell you this in person but I just cant, Im too weak so I did the best I could. Kim, I dont know how to say this so I just have to come out and say it. I cant do the mission thing anymore and I cant do the friends thing anymore.

Its not you, Kim, believe me its not you. Its me, he continued, his voice starting to tremble. I-I just cant handle being around you, knowing that Im not good enoughfor you. Its going to be hell enough seeing you and Josh together, knowing that you chose him over me. Kim, I cant stand the idea of walking you to school every day, knowing that every day youll leave me and go to him. I cant stand the idea of returning from missions, knowing that youll be running to him once we get home. I cant stand the idea of you patting me on the shoulder or hugging me, knowing that Im not worthy of your kiss.

I dont hate you or Josh, but if I have to watch you leave me, over and over again, Ill start to hate both of you. I dont blame you for what happened, I clearly didnt step up the way you wanted me to and he did. Im upset and sad, so I think its time to make a clean break before I become resentful and start to hate you. I never want to hate you.

I know I told you that wed always be friends and I hate to say now that I was wrong. I had the chance to think things through after we got back, and I realized that it just wouldnt work out. I loved you Kim. I know that sounds funny coming from one teen to another, but I loved you with everything I had, every fiber of my being. The fact that you didnt love me as much really hurts. If theres anything I could ask from you, it would be to someday tell me where I went wrong. Im not trying to get you back, Kim. Youve already made your choice and Im going to have to accept that. I justwant to know what I can do better.

I think, somehow, I knew that this day would come sooner or later, Ron continued, his sobs now evident in his voice. Youre Kim Possible, you can do anything and Im just Ron Stoppable, the guy who has to fight and claw to be mediocre. Youre destined to be great and Im destined to be obscure. Maybe its better this way, a break now instead of hanging on to a friendship that keeps fading away. Still, Ill always treasure the times we had and thats why I have to make this a clean break, while the memories are still good. I dont want my bitterness to make them something else.

You always kept a set of mission gear here, in case a mission came up while you were visiting. Ill drop it off sometime tomorrowI-Ill just leave it on your step or something. If you want, you can do the same with whatever I left there. It may be different, going on missions on your own, but I was never that much help. Besides, Im sure you can find someone a lot better than me to have your back.

I guess its about time to end this, Ron said, with a note of sorrowful finality. Its not that we wont see each other anymore its just that I cant handle being close anymore. I-I just want you to know that Ill always have fond thoughts of you and I hope youll think fondly of me, from time to time. We had a real weird friendship, the world famous, cheerleading heroine and the loser outcast. Somehow, we managed to make it work a lot longer than anyone would have thought but, like you told me that night in the treehouse, its time to grow up. Goodbye Kim, and have a good life.

Ron wiped his eyes and sniffled before finishing, Wewe really had some great times, didnt we?

Ron could barely see through his tears when he hit the switch, ending the recording. Sobbing uncontrollably, he opened his window and activated the Kimmunicators recall switch, knowing that Wade had programmed it to fly to Kims house. It didnt matter if Kim was at home or out with Josh, she would eventually find the device, see that it had a message for her and hear what he had just said. He tried not to strain his ears, to try to hear the small device for as long as he could. Finally, he sighed and closed both his window and a chapter in his life.

Ron Stoppable threw himself onto his bed, and let the tears flow freely. He was positive that he had done the right thing, and that he would regret it.

Wow a very emotional chapter. I really wish I could say that I had written this. Again thanks to daccu65 for the chapter.

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