Kim Possible Porn Story: Jealousy Chapter 1
Jealousy
There’s a reason for everything, they say. There’s somebody out there for everyone! They encourage. But they never tell you your heart gets shattered in the search for that someone. They never tell you that you have to go through torture, tears and tantrums just to get where you want to be.
Kyle Broflovski learnt that the hard way.
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You can never tell if somebody is right for you, just by getting to know them and be-friending them. It takes years and millions of conversations to get to know a person like the back of your hand. Discovering their rights and wrongs and their interests, habits and hates.
It took Kyle 8 years to realise his love for Kenneth McCormick, and two weeks to know that in the end it would all boil down to one person. He would be swapped almost instantly for someone that hadn’t even been there for Kenny. Hadn’t sat by each year and watched the other die – not making a big deal in public, but privately mourning in the only way he knew how.
Tears.
He wasted tears and words of affection and touches of affection all to get his point across that he did in fact adore Kenneth McCormick and at first he thought he meant something. He thought he actually meant something.
And by now it was completely laugh-able to think such absurd things.
But it all boiled down to one person. Each time they spoke it was how wonderful the other was. How delightful their conversations were and just how special and magnificant the other person could make Kenny feel. It wasn’t Kyle – and it never would be.
It was Butters.
Butters.
The innocent and beautiful child that everybody had tortured and used for their personal gain. Everyone but Kenny, of course.
Butters hated Kyle. Anybody could see it, without knowing them properly, they could walk into the room and walk back out because of such a thick tension of hate holding them back from staying.
Yes, Butters hated Kyle, and Kyle loathed Butters. The only person that couldn’t see that was Kenny, because he cared too much about the love he had for Butters, to give a care in the world what was holding the two back from getting along.
Kyle had jealously issues.. So what?
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But there was one person that could make Kyle forget about that hatred, and that hurt that he felt and make him feel wanted, needed and loved. The most shocking person that gave him that feeling was the one no body really paid much attention to either.
He was a second – just like Kyle. He was a person that was cast in a shadow, meaning nothing to anyone but those who looked up to him. So he took his hatred out on the world (mainly on his hurting – and constantly flipping people off – middle finger).
Craig Tucker.
Craig Tucker could make Kyle feel like he had everything when he didn’t. He gave Kyle the needed attention, and Kyle returned it. He made Kyle forget everything just with one word, or one touch. He was an angel in disguise, and Kyle adored it.
But Craig wasn’t his either, Craig would never be his.
But he could only pretend.
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His jealously grew each passing day. His time with Kenny decreased itself and his time with Craig increased. So Kyle took out his growing jealously the only way that could help him.
By dreaming.
Dreaming that he could have what he wanted, regardless of how selfish or inconciderate it was. He deserved what he had lived to achieve. Living to please his mother, yet only angering her. Living to gain the attention of Craig and Kenny, but only having them ignore him. He lived for it all, and only got so much worse then he had imagined.
So by dreaming it all went away.
..But nobody can dream forever.
Jealousy is reality.