Kim Possible Porn Story: This Animal I Have Become Chapter 4

As most
fans of my tales can tell you, Im generally not one for long
Authors Notes. I think it was only three or four in twenty-two
chapters for You’ve Got Another Thing Coming. Mostly it was
just acknowledgements to pre-readers/sounding boards. But after the
last few reviews, its necessary.

To
Sentinel 103(Larry)

Sorry
Dude but Rons picked up a 64 Galaxie 500. The GTO and the A.I.
Eleanor is a character from my previous story You’ve Got Another
Thing Coming belonging to Kaname Chidori. Check it out. :D

To
screaming phoenix

I wish,
I really wish I owned the characters of Sousuke Sagara and Kaname
Chidori. They are from the Anime, Manga and novels Full Metal
Panic by Shoji Gatoh sensei Both have grown and changed from canon
through my previous story, to be introduced here. Its not that
they are necessarily the Japanese Team Possible. But more the
fact that what they have gone through together has forced Kaname to
take on some of Sousukes aspects. The last couple of years for her
have been intense with people trying to capture her to use her for
the knowledge buried in her head. Google or Wiki Full Metal Panic for
a synopsis.

And, to
all of my readers

Some
people use a songfic and try to force the song into the story.
I dont. When I use a particular song/lyrics its to
set/emphasize the scene and tempo. I have the song playing on repeat
while Im writing and try to map the scene around the music. A
framework. Like in Chapter 3, beginning when the scene moves to Kim
and her confrontation with Josh with the forlorn lyrics of My
Immortal sung by the haunting voice of Amy Lee playing. Or we
shift to Kaname and Sousuke and they have Gimme Shelter by the
Rolling Stones in the car. Its intended that you listen to the
song as you read for a more emotive punch. And, I think it works. You
tell me. I have one story and a one-shot completed. And, yes, thats
a blatant plug. R&R. From now on, Ill have song title and
artist so you can find it. Probably on the tube. Ill even
revise the first three for yall.

I
wanted to get the AN posted to clear up some of the confusion. To
make it up to yall, heres what I have for Chapter 4 as a
teaser. Things get interesting now.

Chapter
4 Lancing The Wound

After
hearing the assistance request, Ron started getting torqued. His
temper had been getting worse and worse ever since the invasion
attempt. Man, do you people have any idea how much I hate it when
you do that. I mean, is it too much to ask for some kind of warning
or maybe a phone call. Reaching into his cargo pocket he pulled
out his cell and started brandishing it like a weapon or talisman.
Look, I have a cell phone, it works. And Im pretty damn sure if
you dial the number, itll ring. If dialing the number too much
like work, ask Wade. Hes got it on speed dial. Now if youll
excuse me, Im kinda busy. I have get the parts store to get a
voltage regulator for an 89 Ford Ranger. Wheres the exit?

Ron
started heading back to the transport tubes before anyone could stop
him, when a quiet, accented, masculine voice said. Stoppable-san,
you will sit down and
listen to what the Commander has to say.

Ron
stopped in his tracks. Turning just his upper torso to face the
voice. Say what? I dont think I heard you right.

Kim was
starting to get worried and so was Dr. Director. Both knew just how
dangerous Ron could be. Without thinking about it, Kim moved to
support Ron by separating from him to his right and slightly closing
the range to Sousuke. Kaname just eased the Taser Sousuke had given
her in lieu of her BDA to a more accessible position. She had already
picked her target, Ron. Kim she left to Sousuke.

Sousuke
never shifted from his At Ease stance and very calmly replied,
I said, you will sit down
and listen to what the Commander has to say. Was that clear enough?

Dude,
Ive pretty much given up in doing what people tell me to do. Never
got me anything except for being called a loser or buffoon or
sidekick. Tilting his head in Kims direction, he continued, Ya
know, I went all over the world with her. Helping people, stopping
bad guys, saving the world. he added with finger quotes.
And through it all, I was generally frightened out of my mind. And
ya know what, I got called names like Don Poppable or Rob Stackable,
never my own. I mean its not like it a hard name to remember. Ron.
Stoppable. See, its easy. Gritting his teeth, But people
keep getting it wrong.

Now,
I wasnt doing it for the recognition. I did it because it was the
right thing to do. And I promised Id have her back. But after a
while, it gets to ya. And now its gotten to me. So, like I
said, Ive pretty much given up in doing
what people tell me to do. Now if youll excuse me.

My
orders do not include your death. You can sit down and be conscious
or we shall have to wait for you to regain consciousness.

Hehehehe,
and just how do you propose to make that happen?

Easily.
Sousuke shifted his stance to the left away from Kaname. Both Ron and
Kim were so focused on him they never thought to pay attention to the
female to his right. When Ron moved into an aggressive stance, Kaname
tased him.

Mystical
Monkey Master, Chosen One, Warrior Hero, Partner, these were all
things Ron had also been called by very select few people. But he was
also a human being. And when a human gets hit with 50,000 volts, they
drop. They drop to the ground and twitch.

Which
is exactly what Ron did.

ROOONNNNN.
Kim, thinking it was Sousuke that dropped Ron, started to attack. But
before she could close to hand to hand range, Sousukes Glock
appeared like magic. She froze, glaring at him through slitted eyes.
Looking for an opening.

This
is loaded with rubber bullets, they wont kill, but they will hurt
and most likely knock you unconscious. Waving her to a chair at
the table, If you would please take a seat.

Youre
awful polite for someone about to get his biscuit kicked. she
growled.

He
means something to you? According to the reports Ive read, you are
no longer together.

Doesnt
matter, we were best friends for twelve years before we were a
couple. The fact were having a rough patch doesnt change
things. If I get the chance, Im soooo gonna give you a serious
beat down.

Dr.
Director interrupted, Perhaps, we should tend to Agent Stoppable
first, Agent Possible. He will be alright in a few minutes.

When
she mentioned Ron, Kim instantly shifted focus, going to the side of
the still twitching Ron, pulling his head into her lap, brushing the
hair out of his eyes. She absently noted he needed a haircut. It was
then what Dr. Director said sank in. Wait, Agent Stoppable? And
me, since when are we a part of GJ.

Since
the first mission you took under our auspices. To protect the two of
you on GJ sanctioned missions, you both carry a Reserve status, as
does Dr. Load.

Kaname
stepped beside Sousuke, sighed and said, I saw his eyes flash,
then you moved. I wish I didnt have to do that. Sousuke, I really
hate it when your right about things like this.

**********

Twenty
minutes prior they had been waiting in the conference for the return
of Dr. Director and the arrival of their assignments when he very
quietly asked. Kaname, considering the actions of Agent Du, what
do you think the chances are he did the same to them.

OOOOOhhhh
Noooo, pretty good, Ill bet.

That
would be very bad, Kaname. With his abilities and emotional issues,
Stoppable-san could easily be very dangerous. And Possible-san would
be right behind him. From the reports, I doubt seriously, they would
fight each other in such a situation.

We
need to warn Betty, now.

I
agree, but she said she would return just before they arrived here.
But we need to have contingency plans, just in case.

You
are NOT going to shoot him with rubber bullets. You hear me Sousuke.

Grim
and miserable was the expression at his next words. No Kaname, Im
not. he just looked at her.

NO.
HELL NO. Im not doing it. Anyway, you know Im not good enough
to shoot like that.

He
still had that look that said I dont like it, but I have to do
it. I wasnt suggesting a gun Kaname. Besides, you would have
to use mine, we dont have the rounds for yours. But you do know
how to use a taser.

Kaname
was instantly transported to a rainy night on a roof top when she was
running for her life, the assassin Yu Lan hot on her heels. Losing
the killer for a moment allowed Kaname to set up a trap, baited with
her bath robe. The only article of clothing she had left besides her
panties. She got the drop on Yu Lan and dropped her with the only
weapon she had. A Taser.

GRRRRrrrr,
yes I do

We
need to make sure he is under control quickly, either his own or
externally imposed. But he must be under control. A person suffering
from extreme PTSD could become extremely violent with the slightest
of provocations. And if, as I suspect, Agent Du has not warned them,
things could get very ugly, very fast. As long as she is outside of
hand to hand range, I can handle easily Possible-san. But
Stoppable-san is another matter.

Im
sorry, Kaname. But you are the one that will have to be ready. I will
try to draw his attention. Just be prepared if I move away from you.

I
dont like this Sousuke.

Neither
do I Kaname, neither do I.

He
handed her the Taser, and waited beside her chair. Just as Betty
entered, the screen behind them winked to life revealing Wade. Hi
Dr. Director.

Dr.
Load, its good to see you again.

Betty,
I think. was as far as she got. Kaname had just started to ask
about the warning for Kim and Ron when she heard the tube activate.
Closing her eyes and taking a breath, she thought to herself, Here
we go. and turned to greet in incoming transport.

Looking
down at the figures of Kim and Ron, she added, I mean, I really
hate it.

**********

Ron hit
the bottom of the transport tube just as the vision struck. He had
seen the Japanese pair in front of him. Kim standing beside him. His
justifiable outburst. And the words that followed. The taser hitting
and dropping him like a sack of rice.

The
vision hit so hard he dropped to the ground. He laid there for a
moment trying to clear his head. As his sight cleared he started to
see the shapes of people. They resolved into an auburn head with
emerald green eyes looking into his. Behind the head, he could see
the rest of the group, watching worriedly.

As his
mind cleared he started glaring at the couple standing close behind
Kim. You two were going to zap me.

Sousuke
looked at Kaname for a second and Kim questioned, Ron.

She
has a Taser, she was going to use it on me at his orders.

I
see the visions Toshimaru-sama
predicted have started, Stoppable-san. Yes, she does have a Taser,
and yes either her or myself would have used it.

Dr.
Director broke in with a snarl, Sergeant, you have about 30
seconds to explain yourself.

First
a question, Commander, you said you gave orders for Kaname and I to
be informed before pulling us through the transport tubes. Correct?

With a
grim look she answered, Yes.

Am I
correct in assuming you did the same for them? he indicated the
figures on the floor.

The
grim look was replaced by a quizzical one, Yes, as a matter of
fact I did.

And
who did you issue those orders too?

DU!
But that still doesnt explain what hes talking about.

I
have my orders Mam, from Toshimaru-sama.

Kim had
been listening from the floor with a recovering Ron, ORDERS, you
mean someone gave you orders to try and electrocute Ron.

Stoppable-san
is far stronger then almost anyone gives him credit for. You in
particular. She felt that like a slap to the face. You should
recover quickly, Stoppable-san.

Oh,
I will, but you dude, you, are going to be in a world of pain when I
can get up

Fine
Stoppable-san, when you recover, if you wish, we can go to the Dojo
and beat each other senseless. As long as you refrain from using your
powers, I will remain unarmed. But until then you need to listen.
Toshimaru-sama told me you
had a hard head, and I would have to get your attention.
because you can be random. And we dont have time for random.

Kim
helped Ron into a chair at the table when Ron glared at Sousuke and
asked, Just whos this Toshimaru-sama
you keep babbling about.

He
is the headmaster of the Yamminochi
School in northern Honshu, Japan.

Master
Sensei? Alright, you have my attention, and a stay of execution.
Talk.

How
are you sleeping?

Ron
grimaced a bit What. Fine, whats it matter?

Hows
your temper, been having trouble controlling your anger? You get
irritated much more easily then before dont you?

Dude,
I dont have any trouble controlling my temper, when people leave
me alone. he growled.

Sousuke
looked at Kaname and said, I understand what you mean when you say
Someone cant lie to save their life now, Kaname. Sousuke
turned his attention back to Ron. Calmly, quietly and yet
relentlessly, he started to bore in.. And your lying,
Stoppable-san. Your entire appearance screams sleep depravation. Your
getting 3 maybe 4 hour a night. You try to stay awake, but
eventually, you doze off. Then the nightmares come. And you see them
again. The faces. The victims. Yours or maybe theirs, but you still
see them. Sometimes you failed to stop them. You were just an instant
too late. And the enemy succeeds. Killing your loved ones. Sousuke
never raised his voice.

Cool.
Serene. Inexorably Sousuke continued to pound on his fears. Ron was
starting to get a frightened look on his face. Sometimes the
visions show you going on a rampage, killing everyone and everything
around you. And you cant stop. Not wont, cant. Sousuke
moved carefully towards Ron. Almost like approaching a wild animal
kneeling in front of him.

Hhhhhhhow
can you know I that Ron stuttered.

For
everyone else, Sousuke had a very neutral expression and tone. But
two people could tell the difference. Kaname and Ron. Kaname through
long experience could hear it. And Ron could see it in his eyes.
Compassion. Because Ive seen them myself. I understand what you
are going through. I know.

NOOO,
theres no way you can know. You hear me. NONE!

Ron was
starting to get up to hurt someone, most likely Sousuke, when the
Soldier stunned Kim and especially Ron. I shot and killed my first
confirmed enemy Soldier when I was seven. Both were floored. Ron
just plopped back into the chair. Kim nearly fell over. I have
been in combat in one form or another since the age of six, when my
entire family was murdered on a relief mission to a third world
country. My mother, father, younger sister and brother. I cant
even remember their faces. I was taken in by the mujahideen. Because
I wasnt their countrymen though, I got the worst of the food, if I
got any. I usually had to fight the camp dogs for it.

Sousuke
paused taking in Rons horrified face.

But
you, Stoppable-san. Now you have done something that haunts you. You
see the faces of your enemies and comrades. And you feel damned if
you do and damned if you dont. You constantly tell yourself,
There was another way, had to be. I didnt have to kill that
person.

But
till the day you die, you will see the faces. The nightmares never
really go away. But with help, you can learn to cope. And accept.
Accept the fact that part of your problem is that innocents died as
well. Little boys and girls died, mothers and fathers, brothers and
sisters died, because you didnt act fast enough, and, because you
survived. Why am I alive and their not? Why God? Can I take their
place? Youve asked those questions, repeatedly, havent you?

Ron was
in tears and getting worse and Kim was getting more upset by the
second. Shut up, leave him alone.

You
face a choice now, Stoppable-san.

Shut
up.

You
can either accept the help that is being offered, by many people, me
included.

Shut
UP!

And
learn to accept the fact, you had no choice, no options, but to
defend yourself and others to the fullest of your abilities.

Kim was
screaming by now, SHUT UP!

Or
reject it, and wallow in your personal hell. And well leave and
prepare for the day when you rise up and run amok. Because if you
keep going the way you have been, in denial, you could easily, very
easily become a menace. And if your abilities are a fraction of what
Toshimaru-sama described
to me, you could become the most dangerous man on the planet. Forcing
the rest of us to either kill you or die.

SHUT
THE FUCK UP!

The
only reason Kim hadnt launched herself at Rons tormenter was
because he was clinging to her, wailing like a lost soul. Oh God,
I killed them, Oh my God. What do I do. It was the first time Ron
admitted that to anyone.

Including
himself.

**********

Wade
not knowing what do signed off at the start of Rons break down. He
wasnt idle though. He had a feeling that once things settled, Kim
would be calling for ANY information about the dark haired young man
that had thrown Ron into a such a tizzy.

He
couldnt believe it when he found the equivalent to a military
two-oh-one file on a GJ server. It listed all important biographical
information. It also listed dates, places, and time spent in Combat.
From South America to the Middle East, if there was a hot spot in
last 5 years, Sagara had been there. It was through Sousukes file
he found reference to Mithral. The file also referenced another list.
This one was on a Mithral server, and it contained shocking
information. Sagaras listing of confirmed and probable kills. The
number was staggering. More then 75 confirmed and over 140 probable.

He
didnt know what he was going to with the information. But he knew
he needed to brief Kim, and soon.

**********

It took
twenty minutes for Ron to quiet down. He just sat in the chair, Kim
beside him trying to support him without saying anything. She wasnt
sure what to say or do, but one thing was for sure. For as long as he
would let her, she would have his back. And she would start with the
young Japanese man with the notable scar.

Youre
a piece of work, you know that? she snarled at Sousuke. Just
who the hell do you think you are? What gives you the right to do
that to him? The anger she felt was getting her up worked again.
She was just about to jump over the table at Sousuke when a stern
voice said, Kim, settle down. She was shocked, it was Ron.

Ron had
flashed back to the vision. Specifically the part where Sousukes
Glock seemed to teleport into his hand. Looking at him, Ron asked,
Your armed, arent you.

Always
Stoppable-san.

You
only get one chance with a taser, buddy. Kim interjected.

Kim,
Settle. Down.

Ron?!

Note
serious face, Kim. He wont kill you, but he will put you in pain.

What
are you talking about, Ron?

He
answered through gritted teeth. Im certainly not talking about
a damn taser. Just then, Sousuke gently set his Glock on the
table. He also pulled Kanames BDA and handed it to her. After
hours of training, with out thinking, she ejected the magazine,
checked the chamber and action, slapped the magazine home and
replaced it in the holster in the small of her back.

Your
both carrying a gun? Kaname started snickering and Kim asked,
Whats so funny?

Im
carrying a gun, hes carrying an armory.

Kim
looked confused until Sousuke started unloading. The Glock was the
tip of the iceberg. He pulled grenades, smoke, stun and frags, two
more pistols, a tanto style knife, a narrow tube and a packet, a
sling and a bag.

Kim
just looked at the assortment before her, mouth working, but no sound
coming out when she heard Kaname. No rifle? You packed light this
morning.

I
knew we would not be out in the open for most of the morning, and
planned accordingly.

Oh,.
OK.

Dr.
Director cut in with. Can we get back to the point of this
briefing.

You
knew about this.

Of
course, Miss Possible. I had too, how else could I arrange for their
concealed carry licenses.

What?

The
Sergeant is here primarily as a bodyguard. Therefore he is authorized
to carry lethal ordnance. Miss Chidori is listed as his backup. Any
more questions, Miss Possible?

Glaring
at everyone except Ron, No Mam, not right now. The only
reason she didnt glare at him was because she didnt want to
alienate him anymore. But she was tweaked with him for snapping at
her like he did.

Good,
lets begin. But before she could call the room to order, Ron
broke in.

Ron
just looked dejectedly at the Soldier that had placed him in such
pain. Why Dude? Why are you here?

As I
said Stoppable-san. Im here to help. Toshimaru-sama
requested this of me, then thoroughly briefed both Kaname and myself
on what to expect from both you and the situation. I am sorry for
the pain you had to go through, but it was required. Like lancing an
infection before healing can begin. It can hurt, but its
necessary. Truly, I take no pleasure from it.

Kim sat
there, nostrils flaring, glaring at the Soldier. Youre pretty
ruthless arent you?

Yes Possible-san, Im
also alive.